I just realized that while I posted about my various doctors appointments last week, I never did tell you what happened when I went to see the Occupational health doctor at my workplace on Friday.
I guess I didn’t post about it on Friday because I felt so upset. Not at the doctor. Not at all. He was so sympathetic.
I walked into his office – after waiting an hour for my appointment, he’s always behind – and as soon as he saw me he knew I didn’t have good news. I told him that my gastrointernologist wants me to do the Camera Pill sometime in January. Yeah, I have to swallow a camera. I might just be the only totally digital human you know. LOL
Naturally that means I’m still undergoing medical tests and that I’m still not doing well. No kidding huh?
He just looked at me and shook his head saying “Your so young” … “Your seeing the best of the best, If anyone can figure out what’s going on with you and how to get you better he can”. He really thought, or rather hoped, that I’d come and tell him that we were going to try something new, or that the doctor knew something that he could do that would make me feel better. That wasn’t the case though.
The occ health doctor felt so bad for me, that his sympathetic words actually made me cry. The worst thing to do when I’m upset or feeling sad is to be sympathetic towards me or to give me a hug – that just starts the flood gates.
Anyway, I walked out of there with my next appointment scheduled for March 9th or 10th, 2007. So I’m off work until at least that time.
That also means that I have no income coming in either, except for whatever I can generate on my own through the blogs, and my websites.